Haven't been blogging these past few days cause im busy and too lazy to update.
So today im going to update for the past few days.

Wednesday,
I don't rmb anything much just tt we had csp test.
Seriously, it was horrible. Like all of us hardly study anything and I just do anyhow for like a billion questions. Haha. but I think vaish will do well la cause she really studied ok.
Went home with you-know-who.
She actually waited for me to go home with me ok.
Like right after I handed in my paper she handed in hers too lah.
But it was not tt bad cause we discussed bout my 2A darlings. =)))
Like she told me what happened to each and every one of them.
Then I found out that Doreen is actually a part time actress for channel 8 now!
Gosh. No wonder the girl on tv tt one looks uber familiar. Haha.
Then she was like telling me how shi hui is still ever so stuck up
And how shi min is still so clever.
She had been getting the top in the level since p1 till the p6 prelims!
Like WWOOWW!!!! (super smart eh?)
But her psle she got 2nd. 266. seriously, I think its nt much. Think she’s too overconfident or smth.
But still im so proud of yun ting who got 276!! =D
Like not many schs get such high agg as the top.
And even jing wei got like 270.
And we talked bout afiqah, her gang and they all.
Was really nice and I miss 2A loads loads loads. =(((

Thursday,
I don't rmb much just that we had the same recess as ***! =D
Dance was superb. And now I've mastered the steps already. *beams*
Then aft sch had pbl and aish wonderfully created this idea of making a noise detector. =)
Then angklung tt asmah woman didn't come agn. =/
No doubt that she's a gd instructor but she always never come how to practice!

Today,
I rmb everything today! =D
Started of with math. She always like to pick on those who always never hand in hm one.
Like ME, aliffah, padmini, siti, aida, mei etcetc
Then aft that had el. Er.
We did...???
Oh! I just remembered. We went to the library to borrow books.
Cant borrow cause my books were like dunno how long overdue already.
So I borrowed under latha's name.
Spent most of my time there looking at the cook books instead of reading!
Haha. I think im going to try making a CAKE myself. lol.
Then I can save cost instead of buying right???
Then recess didn't went down cause busy surfing the net for all sorts of stuff.
The sch's wireless is very very gd these past few days. =)))
Then had sci. got back our ct papers sigh
Did so badly. But at least im glad to know that some ppl get lower than me and that im not the one who failed right. =)
Cme did the presentation thing but I think my grp's going to do badly cause it was kinda bad.
Did the diary thing and guess what, I put the writer's name as LYDIA. =p
Noone suspects anything lah cause its yet another one of my dirty secrets that I think noone in g1 knows. Hee.
Then mly did some skit thing. Was super nice and funneh!!!
Like all so dramatic and such.
Aft tt, lunch ate a lot. Cause I was half starving. Then saw ppl whom I haven't seen in many many days.
Like roslina. God knows how long I haven't seen her or last sms her. =((
Then the gee1 juniors whom I haven't seen for sooo long too. (except for khairunisa actually cause I saw her yest morn on the way to sch.)
And I feel bad for not going to sch with her nowadays.
Not tt I don't wanna go with her. Just that I always reach redhill very late and she alr got so many demerits don't wanna make her late and get more demerits.
Oh. And hnz too. Like I didn't see her for quite some time.
And I saw the sec4 girl who has the same bday as me too. Haha.
Haven't been seeing her lately also. Her name's samantha baey or smth lah. I dunno.
Then peacehaven was kinda nice. Just that some old folks don't really like to communicate with us.
Then aft that went back to sch and went home lor.
Im kinda worn out now.
Bye. =)))

Today was just -
Like really nth interesting happened or anything
You-know-who approached me first at cck..
I didn't see her ok. Then yeah.
Started off the day being so pissed. GREAT.
Then no mass run! Tt's good al least.
No better still, no PE! Cause mrs heng didn't come! =D
That's the super good part lah.
Mly was kinda boring. Spent the two periods doing some crappy ringkasan.
Then aft recess, had geog. Was like normal. Not interesting, not boring. (I don't know what's tt supp to mean actually.)
Then math? Mrs lim got pissed with us, one of them me of course.
Cause she say this yr we really changed.
Our grades are all like plunging and we slacked a lot.
(And I actually failed BOTH math test. How CLEVER of me right.)
Many didn't hand in hm so like 3/4 of the class we made to stay back. =/
I only didn't hand in 4 times! (ok. Fine. The worst was 7 times.)
So im counted as kinda bad.
Then she bullied us (according to priya)
She made us do all the work that we owe and she made us do our hm for today too which was supp to be handed in tomorrow!
I agree with priya.
But nvm. She's still very nice lah.
If other teachers I think they will give demerits already.
Then aft tt just went back home, study chi blahblahblah.
And I still got a lot to study for chi!!!
How?!
Im dead.

Started out going to sch with you-know-who.
Not tt I asked for it.
I just FATEFULLY bumped into her.
Day had been very boring.
Lessons as usual.
Just tt sci was kinda horrid.
Cause everybody keep on laughing and laughing.
Haha. ok. I admit I laughed a bit too lah.
Math test was so so.
Just tt in all math test, I seemed to realize how to do tt sum at the last min ok.
So in the end I got not enough time to change and everything.
Then aft sch went to ps with you-know-who
Im so darn sick and tired of her lah can.
She treat me like wth can.
Hateeeee her.
Im just too tired of her to be elaborating her bullshit here.
And you know what, she actually discriminated 2g1.
Wth lah
Want more info, come ask me personally. =/
Then arnd 6 went to jp
To find our stuff.
And Amanda and you-know-who kept arguing and "debating" about everything.
Literally EVERYTHING.
Then went home kinda late. Very tired.

Im so heartbroken seeing you like this.
You never seem to be happy.
Every sad face I see you in breaks my heart little by little.
You're not the same person I used to know before this.
Im sorry for everything that I've done.
I've broken your heart and I've broken mine too.
I cry silently every night thinking of you.
I love you for who you are.
Not for what you've done.
I know its all my fault, I admit.
Im not saying that I don't like to help you with *****.
I do, I even get to make friends with her.
I miss those smiles, those laughter.
I hope that things will get better soon.
Even all my close friends outside crescent or in crescent knows who you are.
Im really proud having you as a friend.
But I cant take it anymore seeing you like this.
So if you're reading, I just wanna say to you tt I still love and treasure you.
I know you wont be able to forgive me.
But its okay. Everyone makes mistakes.
I may not get the chance to say this to you again.
Thanks for being there when I really need you.
Thanks for everything.

Lots of love, Hanisah

And I just realized that what hyeon said was true.
Maybe not fully true, but kinda true.
And I learnt today that it is no good to love or treasure someone so much, or too much.
Cause when you have to part with them, the pain is too much for you to bear.
Or maybe even every little things that they say to you might be very hurtful.
So, I've learnt a very valuable lesson today. And im glad. =)
Cause if I don't, it will go on forever.

Thursady,
Today turned out nicer than the past few days.
But im so tired now.
Started out with me being just in time to sch as usual.
Then mass run, slacked a lot. Never slacked so much. Heh.
Then music was great. Had lotsa fun.
Haha! and our group's dance was silly but still very cute!!!
"bunny bunny, hop hop hop, hop hop hop, shake and shake.
Bunny bunny, swim swim swim, swim swim swim, down and down.
Bunny bunny, hoola hoola, hoola hoola, eygpt eygpt"
Haha! it already sounds so silly and with the actions, its much sillier! =p
Then the dance the instructor taught was super nice lah. =)
But so fast cannot really catch up. Heh
Then had recess.
After tt, English. We acted out the skit and it was all so funny! Really enjoyed it!
Then mly, kartinie didn't come so had 2 free periods. haha.
And mira and nat just cant stop singing. And hanna and ct keep dancing.
Then sab I dunno do what. Haslinda very guai do some work.
Then me, aisyah, ferind and aliffah did the silly bunny dance and the para-para dance thing. Very funny!
Then cs was niceeeee. =)
Aft sch had pbl. And like many of us were made to stand. =/
Ohwell. I dint listen too so whats the point.
After pbl, went to town.
Was kinda boring though.
Maybe cause I have no money tt's why I cant spend. Haha.
Then went home with Hanizah.
Felt so awkward (weird)?
And we actually thought that this man in the train was crazy talking to himself but he was actually talking on the I dunno what its called. Oops. =p
Anyways, my hands were already aching so badly because of everything I had to carry. And I was half-dead then. My eyes can hardly open. And my hands were too tired to even reply the sms I got.
Felt like heaven when I reached home. =)

Friday,
Sch started out ok.
Just tt gen didn't come and I hafta sit alone. =(
Then had math. Was ok. And I did badly AGAIN for my math test. =(
Then el was so so.
Sci was kinda draggy, mly did nth much.
Then aft sch, got no csp.
And I actually forgot tt I was supp to meet mei for our project so I went back all the way to sch. =/
Had intended to meet the g3s at Queensway.
Then halfway through my journey then mei called to say tt her greman was cancelled.
Reached sch at around nearly 4.
Then did nth much for the project. Then surfed the net. Blahblahblah.
Went home, very tired.
So I bathed, ate a light dinner and slept.
And I actually had this funny funny dream. Haha!
Then woke up for awhile then slept back agn till this morn.

Today im going to mug for my math and esp, Chinese!
Blah.
Ohoh. And I think that nobuhiro's super cute!!!=p
just my good luck to have his grp as my exchange grp. =)
he looks smart too. And his fav subj is SCIENCE.
Bye. =)

Im going to start a new life from now on. =]
No more bad memories.
Anyways, I wanna recap for the past week or so.
Last week was terrible.
Shan't elaborate.
Angklung practices are okay. Not so stressful.
Had been asking my father to pick me up and send me to sch lately cause im just in no mood to go by public transport.
But sat was ok? Had the reunion thing.
And I cant believe tt evelyn Norris is still alive.
Sorry, but I thought tt she was um. You know.
Angklung performance was kinda ok to me cause we did kinda well considering the fact tt we only had 4 practice sessions.
And the food was yummy! =D
Ate like 6 pieces of the cheesecake. Heh.
Then like almost everybody had second servings.
Except for aisyah cause she had 7 servings if im not wrong. Haha
Then studied and did hm during the wkends. Didn’t go out much.
Then today, woke up late cause I forgot to reset the alarm on my phone.
So ended up kinda late to sch. Or just on time.
Cause some ppl are just walking too slowly in front of me.
It's the second time tt I actually dropped my tablet into the classroom through the window.
Then had el which was very funny.
Cause the skit was just silly.
Lit was so so. Cause mr m kept picking on the ppl in front, which includes me.
Im horrible in lit. =/
Maths, ok. Then recess.
Intended to complete chi but not in the mood.
And the talk with sab was (effective?)
Like we want to say so much, but nothing much came out.
At least now its better.
And hanna's being strong-headed, trying to escape from everything.
Had geog and sci. eyes were half-opened.
Then sci test was so-so too. No comments.
Then after sch, me, latha, aisyah, priya and cher went to queenstown library.
And aisyah insists on walking saying tt its ONLY a 10min walk.
But it actually took us 15-20 mins to get there ok!
Was intending to discuss about the koyo project.
But instead we spent time, eating and talking at the cafe. Haha.
And the food there damn ex lor! Guess I'll have to go on a diet for the next few days. =[
Then had a fun time. Thanks guys for cheering me up. =]
Hah. esp to my blog-fan, latha. Haha!
And priya's jealous bout the fact tt my exchange grp in japan has cute guys in it. =p
She was like complaining about how ugly the guys in her grp are. Haha. so mean!
Anyways, I was kinda shocked tt they were unaware of whats going on.
I thought its damn obvious leh.
Then went home with latha.
That's the end of my LIFE.

Anyways, im not putting this in my blog to spite anyone.
Its just tt HANNA is being super strong headed and refuses to listen.
Since this is my only way of communicating with you.
Just wanna tell you tt if you think im a coward, you're worse off cause you're running away from everything and not facing up to it. I admit every single thing tt I've done. And I am taking responsibility for it. I don't know what the hell is going on in your mind. You're not perfectly innocent too. and you know tt. Everybody involved in this is not. Everyone make mistakes, I can accept tt. But I just cant accept the fact tt you go around making FALSE conclusions about everything. You don't even know the truth. You can choose to hate me and tell to everyone bout it. But don't get INNOCENT ppl involved. You wanna hate me, go ahead. But don’t include Hanizah in it. Or think bad things about her. Or that I ALWAYS listen to her. Cause I don't. there are some things bout her behaviour tt I don’t like too. she's perfectly innocent. Think whatever you wanna think. Im tired of your bullshit. I don't want a reply cause im sure you're just gonna come up with some bullshit again. Tata.

new skin.
new life.
the reason why i change my skin is because this skin has more functions.
and so that i will forget the bad past.
i want to totally forget everything.
i know tt everyone hates me.
so here's a new life for me.

Yest and today was not bad I guess.
Had been ok for me.
Yest, had mass run =[
I had to run but was lagging behind lah.
The whole gang was like way in front already.
At first I cannot run but the second half SUDDENLY can run.
Heh. Why? Cause I saw ***! =D
Boost my energy. But so sad.
She was still sick. =[
And she looked so pale! Pity her.
Then had pe. Our pe teacher didn't come.
(gosh! I suddenly like totally forgot her name! =/)
Then had mly. As usual, a lot of writing.
After tt had recess. I was so pissed. Like I can totally explode.
But good thing tt I've let it all out to someone.
Like I just throw whatever was in my mind to her.
How everyone was being so bitchy and all.
And then geog isit? Yeah.
It was kinda interesting.
Then the rest of the day I don't remember what happened.
Just tt I went home super early. Cause im feeling so cranky tt day.
And then today had math first.
Finally, it was a very relaxing lesson.
Good thing is she didn't give us any hm on it! =D
After tt we had el.
Was surfing the net cause my grp finished early.
Then recess went to complete hm.
Sci was OHKAY. And then home ec.
I didn't really have any mood to do tt project thing so I just surf the net lah.
Mly was TIRING as usual.
Hah. You must be wondering why. Nope.
Not the writing part.
Cuase kartinie is always changing the venue for our class!
So we went from the G block to the 2nd floor of the futura block, then 3rd floor, then the humanities rm.
Then we go through it AGAIN.
And then keep going up and down the 2nd and 3rd floor. Just to find kartinie.
Ended up in the 2nd floor classroom.
We had csp at the humanities rm after tt. It was somehow fun today though.
I have no idea why. Maybe sitting on tables changes your mood.
Rather then sitting on the hard wooden floor.
Then went home.
And cher and hanna were like bitching about these 2 ppl.
Haha. and I so blur I thought they were referring to someone else.
But yeah. Cher told me after hanna left.
Ah.
Im feeling so down now.
Someone cheer me up!
Everyday's a bad day. =[

May god bless my loved ones. =]

You're my pill and I need you dear

`~hunnystar*