sori.
i just realized tat there's not 3 but 4 posts bout u.
actually if u count tis in its 5.
tsktsktsk.
nevermind, nevermind.
like ive said,
ive found a new life and im happy with it. you are my history.
its hard to forget bout history kay.
its like forgetting all your history notes and then u end up failing ur history test.
okok.
tat was reli crap. but true too.
yar.
if u fail ur history, it will affect ur marks and it will pull ur total marks down.
er.
geddit?
nevamind.
im still feeling so sick- mentally n physically
mentally because of you.
and physically because i haf no mood to eat much these past few days.
how i wish i can skip school tomorrow.
or maybe forever.
so tat i wun see some ppl.
tsktsktsk.
looking forward to seeing some ppl tomorrow.
sigh.
i feel so stupid now.
actually, i AM stupid.
sighsighsigh.
bye.
im confused. help me. only you can heal me.

someone, tell me ive made a mistake.
but no.
everyone says im doing the right thing.
sigh.
im so miserable.
but i haf to look on the bright side right? [=
yes, yes.
life's not the same anymore.
ive finally woken up from my dream.
a horrible yet beautiful dream.
sigh.
a dream that leaves me with so much sweet memories yet bitter ones too.
*cries*
i duno how to put it into words.
my "obsession" with you is O-V-E-R.
overoverover.
bye.
see? 3 whole posts just about YOU. tsk.
sooner or later, ALL my posts will be about you.
:'[

byes.
you no longer rock to me.

over.
its all over now.
the worst nightmare in my life.
i dont wish for it to repeat again.
i cant bear to take the pain and suffering.
i dont wish for it to repeat again.
the worst nightmare in my life.
its all over now.
over.

Illness is so limited-
it cannot cripple love
it cannot shatter hope
it cannot corrode faith
it cannot destroy peace
it cannot kill friendship
it cannot suppress memories
it cannot silence courage
it cannot invade the soul
it cannot steal eternal life
it cannot conquer the spirit
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
life has improved i guessed. i've learned sumthing these past few days. valuable lessons.
i've stopped hating you. ever since wad tis sum1 says. it reli got me thinking.
okok.
tat was jus some crap from my head lah. im feeling better now. [=
thanks to some ppl. [=
my whole life's better.
i've learned to appreciate all tat i haf n not make a fuss about it.
anyway, its so petty. but it means a lot to me.
okok.
tat was more crap frm my brain.
cant think stright now.
gtg.
byes!

nobody
FRANCIUM AND HYDROGEN ROX!!! [=

sigh. im xtra moody today kay. bcuz of some ppl. bring my whole day down. why izit tat whenever i try to avoid u i will ALWAYS bump into you. fate? i dun think so. ur my lucky charm. so ever since i started hating you, i've been having bad luck. sigh. bumped into u like duno how many times today. ~~~~~ YOU KNOW IM REFERRING TO YOU. but i dun think u will read this lah. *heartbrokenasalways* going now. no mood to blog. its all ur damn bloody fault lah.

angelinheaven;hunnystar
ONLY HYDROGEN ROX!

heys. yup. decided tat the password thingy is soo stupid. since im not writing much personal stuff here. yups. saturday. wad a boring day. im all alone at home. boohoo. how sad. supp to finish my math hm but i guess i shall delay it. heh. =p anyways, recap recap. yest was ok lah. art was urm. n sum got it again. sigh. yar. actually there's nothing much to update bout yest. had drama in the morn jus now. it was ok lah. the pat was like freezing cold. the drama was uber nice and funny kay! ppl buy more tickets!! <3. den after drama went to eat luch then go for the ymc thing. yar. it was kinda boring lah. oh. then went home. haha. tat's it. short and sweet. byes!

hunnystar;honey;angelinheaven;heartbroken;freakystranger<3

he drowns in his dreams, and exquisite extreme i know.
he's as damned as he seems, more heaven than a heart could hold.
and if i try to save him, my whole world would cave in.
it's just ain't right, lord it's just ain't right...

oh and i don't know, i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster.
and if i could hold on, through the tears and the laughter.
would it be beautiful or just a beautiful disaster?

he's magic and myth, as strong as what i believe.
he's as damned as he seems, more damage than a soul should see.
and do i try to change him, so hard not to blame him.
hold me tight, baby hold me tight...

oh and i don't know, i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster.
and if i could hold on, through the tears and the laughter.
lord would it be beautiful, or just a beautiful disaster?

i'm longing for love and the logical, but he's only happy histerical.
i'm searching for some kind of miracle, waiting so long...

he's soft to the touch, but frayed at the ends he breaks.
he's never enough but still he's more than i can take...

oh and i don't know, i don't know what he's after.
but he's so beautiful, he's such a beautiful disaster.
and if i could hold on, through the tears and the laughter.
would it be beautiful, or just a beautiful disaster???

hunnystar;honey;angelinheaven;heartbroken;freakystranger<3