{strawbess} `TOO LITTLE TOO LATE
Saturday, January 28, 2006

Got back our mly ct paper on wed. it was done !@#$%.
Cause highest was like 58/68. =[
Still havent showed parents my paper.
Then yest was also !@#$%
I wasted my effort wearing a red outfit cause like some ppl who cant be bothered to wear.
Gosh. Whats happening. Like last yr we were so united then this yr like everyone not so united anymore.
With the conflict and hatred between each other.
We are SO NOT the model class of the yr man.
Oh. And I just found out tt benazir, the new girl used to be in 2A too!
Haha. no wonder her face is so familiar but the name, not. Hee.
And I still keep the 2a class pic ok! =D
And I saw jiamin and shi hui in the train like everyday just tt I dont say hi to them cause I think they dont recognize me lah. =/ And they are in rv so yeah. Jia min is ever still so small-sized and shi hui is still so TALL. Haha! I can even remember. =]
Let me try to recall all my 2a classmates.
Cherie, diyana (haha! like duh.), jia min, afiqah, shi min, dorcas, lisa, Amelia, reenee, rainy, Nicole, Jolene, yingyan, ben (lol!), Christine, shi hui, the other 4 I forgot.
The boys, I only remember izzat. =/ haha.
Ok. Back to topic. Yeah. Then got many goodies yest.
And I just found the squashed ferrero rocher from ms shidah. Haha! so sad she's not teaching us anymore. =[
And mdm yap gave us sweets too. Very sad she not teaching us already also!!
Then we're getting mrs lim like again. =/
Seriously, I understand mdm yap a billion times better.
And her lessons more interesting. =]
Then had lots of class photos taken by ms tan. =]
God. My stomachache still haven't go away since just now!
I bet it must be the hanizah's stupid countercurse.
Damn her. *curses*
Oh ya. And the juniors found my blog, go read it and tell roslina im her angel! Wahlau!
Ok. I must try to keep to the topic.
Then after sch went to town. With gen, ferind and ct.
Went to wheelock place (?is tt what its called?) first to get ferind's ipod stuff.
And ct was like saying tt the place is soo clean.
Or rather, too clean tt theres no rubbish bin for me to throw my drink in! stupid can.
Then walked all the way to heeren. And we saw these 3 ymc girls.
I forgot their name. =/ so just smiled at each other like this =j
Then the rest was crap crap and more crap.
Ooh. And saw our junior too. Amelia is it her name?
With her pri sch friends.
Then went to CINE. Was stupid I tell you.
And siti say she saw these stupid retarded moronic idiotic minahs rolling their eyes at us.
WHATEVER.
Wait till I get them and kill them with toothpicks.
Or shower them with acid rain.
Or maybe turn them into evil clowns.
But cursing them with the voodoo dolls will be the best choice! =]
Like what I had done. But I don't wanna waste money on buying the voodoo doll, 10 bucks each, not worth it for ppl like them la huh.
So maybe I shall do the house thing or the paper doll thing.
Muahahaha! Im a pure sadist. =]
Then went home soon cause mum was like nagging already.
I deleted IT away already. HEH. Sab should know whats the IT that im referring to.
And the other two IT also. Haha. this one ct should know. HEE. =j
Im evil, aren't I??
Ok. And there's this really irritating fly in my room now.
Gtg kill it.
Bye!
you don't know how sick you make me.
You make me fucking sick to my stomach,
Everytime I think of you I PUKE.
You must just not know.
You may not think you do but you do.
Everytime I think of you I PUKE
.

`~hunnystar*
you're a fucking cockhead, fucking slut I hope you die.
I hope you get to hell and satan sticks a needle in your eye.
I hate your fucking guts you fucking slut I hope you die.
DIEEEEEEE



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:51 AM-


Got back our mly ct paper on wed. it was done !@#$%.
Cause highest was like 58/68. =[
Still havent showed parents my paper.
Then yest was also !@#$%
I wasted my effort wearing a red outfit cause like some ppl who cant be bothered to wear.
Gosh. Whats happening. Like last yr we were so united then this yr like everyone not so united anymore.
With the conflict and hatred between each other.
We are SO NOT the model class of the yr man.
Oh. And I just found out tt benazir, the new girl used to be in 2A too!
Haha. no wonder her face is so familiar but the name, not. Hee.
And I still keep the 2a class pic ok! =D
And I saw jiamin and shi hui in the train like everyday just tt I don’t say hi to them cause I think they don’t recognize me lah. =/ And they are in rv so yeah. Jia min is ever still so small-sized and shi hui is still so TALL. Haha! I can even remember. =]
Let me try to recall all my 2a classmates.
Cherie, diyana (haha! like duh.), jia min, afiqah, shi min, dorcas, lisa, Amelia, reenee, rainy, Nicole, Jolene, yingyan, ben (lol!), Christine, shi hui, the other 4 I forgot.
The boys, I only remember izzat. =/ haha.
Ok. Back to topic. Yeah. Then got many goodies yest.
And I just found the squashed ferrero rocher from ms shidah. Haha! so sad she’s not teaching us anymore. =[
And mdm yap gave us sweets too. Very sad she not teaching us already also!!
Then we’re getting mrs lim like again. =/
Seriously, I understand mdm yap a billion times better.
And her lessons more interesting. =]
Then had lots of class photos taken by ms tan. =]
God. My stomachache still haven’t go away since just now!
I bet it must be the hanizah’s stupid countercurse.
Damn her. *curses*
Oh ya. And the juniors found my blog, go read it and tell roslina im her angel! Wahlau!
…Ok. I must try to keep to the topic…
Then after sch went to town. With gen, ferind and ct.
Went to wheelock place (?is tt what its called?) first to get ferind’s ipod stuff.
And ct was like saying tt the place is soo clean.
Or rather, too clean tt theres no rubbish bin for me to throw my drink in! stupid can.
Then walked all the way to heeren. And we saw these 3 ymc girls.
I forgot their name. =/ so just smiled at each other like this =j
Then the rest was crap crap and more crap.
Ooh. And saw our junior too. Amelia is it her name?
With her pri sch friends.
Then went to CINE. Was stupid I tell you.
And siti say she saw these stupid retarded moronic idiotic minahs rolling their eyes at us.
WHATEVER.
Wait till I get them and kill them with toothpicks.
Or shower them with acid rain.
Or maybe turn them into evil clowns.
But cursing them with the voodoo dolls will be the best choice! =]
Like what I had done. But I don’t wanna waste money on buying the voodoo doll, 10 bucks each, not worth it for ppl like them la huh.
So maybe I shall do the house thing or the paper doll thing.
Muahahaha! Im a pure sadist. =]
Then went home soon cause mum was like nagging already.
I deleted IT away already. HEH. Sab should know whats the IT that im referring to.
And the other two IT also. Haha. this one ct should know. HEE. =j
Im evil, aren’t I??
Ok. And there’s this really irritating fly in my room now.
Gtg kill it.
Bye!
you don’t know how sick you make me.
You make me fucking sick to my stomach,
Everytime I think of you I PUKE.
You must just not know.
You may not think you do but you do.
Everytime I think of you I PUKE.

`~hunnystar*
you’re a fucking cockhead, fucking slut I hope you die.
I hope you get to hell and satan sticks a needle in your eye.
I hate your fucking guts you fucking slut I hope you die.
DIEEEEEEE



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:51 AM-

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

Roslina's nice!
She gave me like 5 lollipops for helping her clear up the misunderstanding! =D
Well, lets recap on these past few days. =]
Mon. I forgot what happened. Oh!
Had lit test and mt common test. =/
Was horrible. My hand was aching the whole day.
Then Tuesday's pe was fun. =]
But angklung was BORING.
Today was ok I guess. Home ec made some cake!
And it was really really nice. Im so proud of myself and niki! XD
Monday recesses are =]
Tuesday recesses are =l
Wednesday recesses are =[
Thursday recesses are =D (TOMORROW!)
And Friday recesses are =[
Oh. And sci test just now was crap can.
Im not happy with it and mr m threatened to give the whole class a demerit. =/
Oh! Everyone wanted to go for the koyo trip except for HANNA.
Dunno whats her prob lah. And I got gen, ferind, siti, and mira! =D
Now im having my flu again. Sigh.
Must have gotten it from khairunisa lah.


I HATE MY LIFE.
I HATE THIS SCHOOL.
I WANNA TRANSFER.
I HATE PPL MAKING USE OF ME
AND THINK THAT IM SOME ATM MACHINE OR YOUR DOG PET.
OR THE SWEET FACTORY.
IM NOT GOING TO BRING SWEETS TO SCHOOL AGAIN.
AND YOU ALL HAVE NO RIGHT TO GET UPSET WITH ME FOR NOT BRINGING THE SWEETS.
OR DEMAND ME TO BRING FOR YOU LIKE A BILLION SWEETS THE NEXT DAY.
CAUSE THAT'S JUST TOO CHILDISH.
IM NOT WHAT YOU THINK I AM.
I DO WHAT I DID BECAUSE I SYMPATHIZE WITH YOU GUYS.
AND THERE'S NOT GOING TO BE ANOTHER CHANCE.
DOESN'T MEAN I GIVE IN TO YOU A FEW TIMES, I WILL GIVE IN TO YOU FOREVER.
IM NOT JUST LIKE A RUBBISH BIN.
WAH.ALL COME TO ME WHEN GOT NO FRIENDS.
WHEN GOT YOUR OWN FRIENDS ALREADY, THEN PRETEND LIKE I DON'T EXIST.
GTH. I DON'T THINK I WAS SUPP TO BE IN G1.
MAYBE THE SCH HAD MADE A MISTAKE.
IM TOTALLY UPSET WITH ALL OF YOUR BEHAVIOUR.
JUST PRAY THAT I DON'T CURSE YOU WITH THAT VOODOO DOLL.



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:47 AM-

Friday, January 20, 2006

yest was BAD.
like the past few days.
i actually got DEMERITED.
ohwell, me, aida, mira and niki actually
cos 2 days ago got track and we're not officially out of track yet but we didnt come.
then she gave us this loooooong lecture. =/
whatever. just h8 her.
then i didnt see SAM at all. =[
heeh.
then went to aisyah's house after sch and stuff.
oh. and i realised i have the worst case of demerits in my class. =/
like wth. i just HAPPEN to have bad luck lah.
ok. not really just HAPPEN to.
i asked for it actually. not tt im crazy or anything.
cause there's a HUGE reason behind it.
and seriously, i dont mind having all these super bad luck.
cause there will be a GREAT benefit in the end. =]
oh. and many things have been missing lately,
like aish lost her dick, nat lost her el toolkit and dick too.
niki lost her stylus, cherlyn lost her thumbdrive and lots more stuff.
books go missing etc.
and i lost my cal (but tt was last yr)
and my sci book too. =[
ohoh and cher who dont like tis new student in our class says tt she brings with her bad luck. haha!
but yeah, since she came like things began going missing.
i wonder if she had brought a toyol with her. =/
oh ya! and i saw tt HOT HOT woman. =D
nah. shan't tell the name . =p
my beloved cousins coming today! yays!
im off to study for my mly ct on mon.
how stupid to have ct so early for us. =[
gtg study now!
bye!
SAM ROCKS!!! =D

`~hunnystar*

so does francium and hydrogen! =]



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-9:04 PM-

Thursday, January 19, 2006

the past 3 days was a really bad day.
BUT TODAY WAS BETTER. =]
had been having good and bad luck lah.
firstly in the morning hafta run MASS RUN. (bad)
and guess who i saw??? =p (good)
then during el, we were using our tablets and dilly signed in onto msn. her display pic got some wordings, i cant see so i open the convo box.
you know when you open the convo box, the previous chat will appear rite?
then magata thought tt i was actually chatting with her.
so she made me exit msn messenger, windows messenger, skype and morpheus. =[ (bad) evil her.
then during recess i saw ***!!! =D (good)
then after sch cant find yvonne to sign the transfer form so we are still not fully out of track yet. =/ (bad)
then went to town.(good)
haha. mira, ct and niki were like so busy finding "the choir boys" just bcuz jean was acting in it. anyways, NOT INTERESTED. heh.
then ferind and me went to eat lunch and went shopping for a while.
but i STILL couldnt find IT. =[ (bad)
then angklung, had TONS of fun with the goners. (good)
then my phone batt sudddenly died. (bad)
so i cant call or sms.
then then my father picked us (me n ct) up. =] (good)
AND my mum called in the car and told me tt my phone line had been cut off and im going to use the extra line. =[ (bad)
it was too sudden so yeah.
then i heard my FAV song on the radio! =D (good)
i felt so dizzy and when i reached home i actually vomited. (bad)
so yeah. GOSH. i just realised tt my luck keeps alternating. WHAT COINCIDENCE. but actually, there's more bad luck lah. =[
im off to do my hm now.
ohoh. and tt cute senior's name, SERENE!
HAHA. just found out. =]
and NO, i dont ec her btw, cause diyana and me were like saying tt she's so cute and short(no offence) for a sec 4. =]
yeah.
im really going off now to do my hm!
tata!



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:36 AM-

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

today was a totally UNLUCKY DAY.
like a billion bad things happened today!
in less than 12 hrs!
1.) i woke up late.
2.) i reached sch late and i had to like throw my bag into the classroom through the window. and the worst part was i had to throw my TABLET PC on the floor. =[
3.) -IM NOT GOING TO ELABORATE ABOUT THIS POINT-
4.) I spilled my dammit milo drink during recess.
5.) i studied so much for my geog test but all that came out was crap, crap and more crap.
6.) i thought i lost my desk locker key till i found it inside my PENCILBOX. =/ (talk about having HUGE pencilboxes.)
7.)mdm yap saw what i wrote on my tablet during math! (but good thing she just ignored it. whew!)
8.) my aunt got admitted to the hospital. =[
9.) I DIDNT SEE ***!!!

see? a very very bad day for me eh?
and i have piles of hm to complete.
and its raining so i have no mood to do it.
oh. and i just found out tt hazirah got like 260.
!@#$%. im still super slow.
ohoh. and sathiya was like asking me, can you live without your phone for 2 months.
and i was like OF COURSE NOT!
later i cannot sms ***! =D
and she was like asking us wic one we prefer, our tablets or phone.
and i cant choose cause w/o my phone, i cannot sms ***.
and w/o my tablet, i cannot go online and chat with *** and somemore, all of ***'s pics are inside my tablet!
so yah. =]
ok. i have nothing to talk about.
tata

`~hunnystar*



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-12:27 AM-

Friday, January 13, 2006

HEY.
CCA CARNIVAL TODAY WAS FUN!
HAD FORCED ALL THE JUNIORS TO COME!
BWAHAHA!
AND SURPRISINGLY I JUST FOUND OUT TT HAZIRAH CAME TO CRESCENT!
HOW SUPER SLOW OF ME!
AND IT RAINED A BIT JUST NOW.
AND DAMNIT!
ROSLINAWASTHISCLOSETOFINDINGOUTTHATIAMFREAKYSTRANGER!
HAHA!
AND NAS'S FATHER SEND US HOME.
=]]]
HOW NICE. =D
AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IM WRITING IN CAPITAL LETTERS.
IM DYING.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
AND NOW IM DEAD.
SOMEONE HELP ME BURY MY BODY.



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:39 AM-

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

haha
these few days was OKAY i guess.
except for the fact tt there are some really really irritating ppl arnd.
such sore eyes.
yeah. tues had hari raya haji. got money! haha!
and i rushed when we went back home to do tt stupid mly thing.
yeah. and just now i was supp to attend the 3 hr long pbl briefing bt went for chi instead.
think its more impt.
yeah. im scared!

ohoh. btw, i cant believe i had made a CONFESSION! =D
haha. crap. but i seriously hopes she replies my letter. *prays*
oh. and i got some really CUTE and ADORABLE pics frm her blog! =p
alright. she's CHIO.
like i need to say tt.
ohwell. im feeling so crappy today.
and why must it rain everyday?
being in town on rainy days are NOT good.
like i feel very sick and wanna vomit.
ohwell. more crap.

im off to do some SOUL-SEARCHING. =]

`~hunnystar*



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-4:37 AM-

Saturday, January 07, 2006

The past few days had been fun!
It was really nice interacting with the juniors and all.
And I love em! Haha!
They’re a nice bunch except for SOME like that stuck-up gang and mushroom head.
Well, all our hard work had paid off! And I had expected 1g1 to win the cheer competition. Yays! =D
Gosh. Its been 2 yrs in a row! Hopefully 1g107 will also win it! =]
Anyways, yest after sch had lunch and training for the cheer competition all the way till 6. then me and aisyah went to aisyah’s house to get the stuff. The I helped out a bit.
And the campfire was nice! Like EVERYTHING was nice! Haha!
Went back home by train as usual and reached home like arnd 10.
So tired I just bathed, wrote a quarter of roslina’s letter and slept. =]
Then like today went to geylang market with parents (or rather, forced to.)
The place is totally disgusting. I’ll never ever go there again in my whole life. Then went town to buy some stuff then home and continued with that letter. AND some party planning thing. *winks*
Oh. I just remembered that tomorrow is rezwana’s birthday!
Gosh. She’s so old. Just 7 days after mira’s.
And mira is like her senior. Haha. find it weird.

Im sick and tired of all your lies and excuses. Don’t think you can fool me.

`~hunnystar*



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I WONDER again and AGAIN;
-5:14 AM-

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Well, today was okay I guess.
Not that bad. Kinda fun. Started out the day with going to sch with nat.
Didn’t go with sharifah lah.
Then nat was being kinda silly though. she wanted the three (her, me and this hockey girl) of us to cab to sch frm the mrt station even though its like super near. Cause she said her bag’s damn heavy. =/
Then yeah. Went to classroom. Everyone looked so diff lah.
Then assembly. Sat with my dear gen. =]
Then sat with her too in class.
Till ms tan changed our seats and now im sitting with xuan! =D
Sathiya and joyce are behind us! =]]]
Then had dunno what briefing by ms tan.
And haslinda’s our new vice chairman!!!
Then did some stupid interaction thing. Haha. was funny.
We didn’t do it but played games instead. Then recess, went to eat and saw ***!
Then then after that free period. Played with my tablet.
And friendster is accessible but not blogs! Like how stupid is that. =/
Then some counseling briefing by mrs wong. =D
Then had mt. KARTINIE!
She’s not that scary lah. =]
Funny woman. Then go back to class.
Er. Had lunch. Went to mobil and ate ice cream. Then came back wait for bloody long for ms goh to come out of 1g1.
Then cheer practice! Those 2 stupid np girls.
Take up our 1/2 hr for nothing! =[
And and and during that waiting period I saw *** for another 6 times! =D
Yupp. Then went to causeway with nat cause she wanted to buy stuff for her “mortal”(which she haven’t even chosen yet! =/ ) and her 2 angels and her 2 seniors
And I think she has passed to me her nutty disease. Haha! the incident in the train was so . . .
She’s just nutty. =] LOL. With full of crap.
Haha. didn’t end up buying much stuff though. cause she spent like so much on just one present. And she have no money left for the rest! Haha.
Then went back home so tired. But in the train like my parents pick me up to have dinner. =]
That’s my day today. =]
Tata!

`~hunnystar*



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